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Bearing the Burden of Loss: Navigating Grief, Family Dynamics, and Resilience
In the aftermath of our mother’s passing, a whirlwind of grief and responsibility swept through my life, leaving me grappling with the weight of loss and the burden of managing her affairs. The immediacy of my sister’s demands, mere days after our mother’s death, for the swift sale and emptying…
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Sisters: Navigating Toxic Sisterhood
Sisters. The very word evokes images of camaraderie, shared secrets, and a bond that transcends time. Yet, for me, this sisterly bond has been marred by a tumultuous dynamic that goes beyond mere sibling squabbles. Since the early days of my childhood, it has often felt like my life has…
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Where I Belong
In the midst of chaos and strife, a question lingers in the air,Where do I belong, in a world that’s turned unfair?Sisters at odds, bonds breaking at the seams,Shunned and vilified, caught in the web of dreams. Am I a Spencer, an Alderink, where do I fit in?Lost in the…
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Breaking Down the Stigma: Unveiling the Person Behind the BPD Diagnosis
In the world of mental health, Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) often carries a heavy burden of stigma. Individuals diagnosed with BPD not only struggle with the challenges of their condition but also face harsh judgments and misconceptions from others. This stigma can be isolating, hurtful, and damaging, overshadowing the person…
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Silent Heroes
Her hands, a paradox of softness and calluses,Forged by hard work and life-saving passes.Moving, lifting, carrying burdens with grace,Using tools to heal, in life’s urgent race. Her boots, weathered from miles trod with care,Through elements and challenges, she’s always there.Rain, snow, ice, mud, and blood on her path,Walking, jogging, running,…
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Home
In the sanctuary of our love, a place to roam,A haven of peace and comfort, our cherished home.Where his brown eyes twinkle with love so true,His gentle touch, a balm that soothes me through. His big hugs wrap me in a warm embrace,In the shelter of his arms, I find…
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Meds and Emotions
Navigating the turbulent waters of mental illness,A love-hate relationship with medication, a complex abyss.Pills and potions, a daily routine,A lifeline or a burden, a constant scene. Love, for the relief they bring,Easing the storm that mental illness can fling.A sense of stability, a calm within,Medication’s embrace, a welcomed kin. Hate,…
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Journey Through the Depths: Navigating Life with BPD
In the labyrinth of my mind, a dance unfolds,BPD’s intricate steps, a story untold.Emotions like wildfire, raging strong,In the depths of my soul, where I belong. A rollercoaster ride, highs and lows,BPD’s stormy seas, a tempest that grows.Intense and passionate, a heart that yearns,In the depths of my being, the…